A very very nice song.

Cup of Joe

This is how the story goes
It happened this way a year ago
Kickin’ around the east side of town
Just me, solo
Enter stage right, cappuccino in hand
The princess of my fairytale
Had to find a way to be her man
Someway, somehow

I wanna be your cup of joe
The first sip in the mornin’
Your get-you-going ritual
And warm your soul from within
Let me be your cup of joe
That first sip in the mornin’
Baby, take me as I am
And through your veins I’ll be flowin’

Her hair, so long, the tower, so high
A lonely tree against a black sky
Shards of my shattered heart
Still shine with hope
Puppy dog close: you can try me on
And if you’re not happy, then I’ll be gone
Have a drink of your double cafe mocha with soy
It’s getting cold
(Chorus)
Funny how the story ends
We tried to get along as friends
Guess it wasn’t meant to be
Noway, nohow
Done in from the moment we met
Ever after you & me
On lucky stars we made our bet
So happily
(Chorus)
I wanna keep you warm in the morning
Then I’ll keep you up all night
Take me any way you want me
Any way you want
I’ll be your comfort
I’ll be the one that keeps you goin’ on & on
I wanna be, I wanna be
Let me be the one
Come on and drink me in
Let me be the one who loves you
Somethin’s brewin’… it’s our love
Our love, our love
I wanna be, I wanna be, I wanna be

As with every new year, everyone starts it thinking positively…planning things they hope or wants to achieve in this new year. We grow this hope into a big bubble which we hope will float us over the New Year.

But as always the case….we slowly forgot wat we put in that bubble…we slowly grow tired and complain there is no time to do wat we wanted to do…we slowly pushes all those who hoped to do this year into the bubble for next year.

I sincerely hope this year will be different for you and me.

Stop the procrastination….stop the blaming game..and stop wishing u had more time.

We can achieve wat we want to….if we put our minds to it.

Gambatte my frds!!!!

To a better 2010 for us all!!!!

常说要为自己而活，但有几个人，没有别人的推动力，会好好的活下去？

没什么，只是感触特别多，我没事，请不要来问我。我真的没事啦。想说什么就写咯。。。不是每一次写就表明我有事啦。

I stole the above off my frd’s blog…it feels so familiar….

If I were an only child
I would be a lonely child
But baby we’ve got nothing to lose
I’m standing tall in my own shoes
I’ll take this chance
I’ll make this choice
I’ll right this wrong
I’ll raise my voice
If it means
We’ll be together for a while
.
I have never had a doubt
But for you I’ll take time out
I’ll push his love far away from me
And then I’ll be completely free
I’ll give up my security
For just the possibility
That we could be together for a while
.
CHORUS
If you said, “Jump!” I’d say, “How high?”
If you said, “Run!” I’d run and fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
And if you ask once, I’ll tell you twice
I’ll ignore the world’s advice
If we could be together for a while
END OF CHORUS
.
I am taken by your strength
I’ve thought about it at great length
I thought that I was happy now
But there are things that I found out
Happiness means greater things
I’ll sit here ’til that telephone rings
Then we could be together for a while.
.
CHORUS
.
BRIDGE:
Wait’ll I tell my guy (wait’ll I tell)
Wait’ll I tell my other friends
They’ll all think I’m crazy-And you know what?
That depends…’cause I’m crazy in love
With you
And everyone’s best won’t do
.
They’ll say my hopes
Will not come true
But I’m taking the chance
Because you only live once-Only live once (only live once)
And…If you said, “Jump!” I’d say, “How high?”
If you said, “Run!” You know I’d fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
And if you ask once, I’ll tell you twice
I’ll ignore the world’s advice
If we could be together for a while
.
BRIDGE:
There are no guarantees
But if it means
There’s even a possibility
Then I’ll give up whatever it takes
I know I’ve made some mistakes before
It may be just another closed door
But we could be together for a while
.
If you said, “Jump!” I’d say, “How high?”
If you said, “Run!” I’d run and fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
Ask me once, I’ll tell you twice,
You know I’ll ignore the world’s advice
If we could be together for a while
.
CHORUS

Still rem it was more than 4 years ago when ft first broke up with me over ICQ (yes…we were still on ICQ then).

I still remembered the first person who asked me how was i. If i was ok. The first person who was concerned abt me. The first person who knew i cried over it.

Over the days, a few friends asked me hw was i. Most found out through friends of friends of friends. I guess i was nvr the kind who walked ard with my life-story on the tip of my tongue. A handful asked me hw i was…but most jus kept quiet. I appeared fine. I looked fine. And i acted fine. In front of everyone that is. No one really knows how badly i was hurting. Perhaps some eventually knew..but most kept that knowledge to themselves.

I felt so…..so…..alone. A simple “i’m sorry abt wat happened.”, “u ok alvin?” would have been fine. Most probably i still won’t tell u i am not…but it still warms my heart somewhat.

Unpleasant things happened recently. Somehow everyone is concerned abt her. Even our common frds. None have bothered to check with me how was i. None bothered to hear my story. I am the villian. The one who hurt the girl. My story shouldn’t be heard. No..the villian has no conscience….

It seems things are on a slippery slope now. Is it all downhill from here?

All through this relationship so far, i am seldom the one making demands, telling her what is wrong and what i am hoping she will do. I try my best to accept her as she is. I try to be patient, not to lose my temper and even if i am on the verge, i let it slip fast so i won’t say anything wrong. I give in far more than i normally would. If we were in the initial stage i can definitely see myself turning away even before it starts. It’s the case of like seeing something u like..buying it and realising it is not exactly what u thought it was.

Not enough attention? I tod i gave her plenty.

Short tempered? I think she is tons worse than me.

I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don’t believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don’t break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that’s gonna put her first
While I’m wide awake she’s no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don’t break even, even no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
what am I suppose to say when i’m all choked up and you’re OK
I’m falling to pieces
I’m falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop me bleeding
Cos she moved on while I’m still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it dont break even

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I’m tryna make sence of what little remains
Cos you left with no love, with no love to my name

I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing
Just prayed to a god i don’t believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don’t break even
No it don’t break, no it dont break even, no

1,2 – 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i’ve ever had.
make it all better when i’m feelin sad.
tell me that i’m special even when i know i’m not.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that’s what i’ll do.
i love you.
(i love you)

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i’ve had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that’s what i’ll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

我 永远 爱你。