If I were an only child
I would be a lonely child
But baby we’ve got nothing to lose
I’m standing tall in my own shoes
I’ll take this chance
I’ll make this choice
I’ll right this wrong
I’ll raise my voice
If it means
We’ll be together for a while
.
I have never had a doubt
But for you I’ll take time out
I’ll push his love far away from me
And then I’ll be completely free
I’ll give up my security
For just the possibility
That we could be together for a while
.
CHORUS
If you said, “Jump!” I’d say, “How high?”
If you said, “Run!” I’d run and fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
And if you ask once, I’ll tell you twice
I’ll ignore the world’s advice
If we could be together for a while
END OF CHORUS
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I am taken by your strength
I’ve thought about it at great length
I thought that I was happy now
But there are things that I found out
Happiness means greater things
I’ll sit here ’til that telephone rings
Then we could be together for a while.
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CHORUS
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BRIDGE:
Wait’ll I tell my guy (wait’ll I tell)
Wait’ll I tell my other friends
They’ll all think I’m crazy-And you know what?
That depends…’cause I’m crazy in love
With you
And everyone’s best won’t do
.
They’ll say my hopes
Will not come true
But I’m taking the chance
Because you only live once-Only live once (only live once)
And…If you said, “Jump!” I’d say, “How high?”
If you said, “Run!” You know I’d fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
And if you ask once, I’ll tell you twice
I’ll ignore the world’s advice
If we could be together for a while
.
BRIDGE:
There are no guarantees
But if it means
There’s even a possibility
Then I’ll give up whatever it takes
I know I’ve made some mistakes before
It may be just another closed door
But we could be together for a while
.
If you said, “Jump!” I’d say, “How high?”
If you said, “Run!” I’d run and fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
Ask me once, I’ll tell you twice,
You know I’ll ignore the world’s advice
If we could be together for a while
.
CHORUS
Still rem it was more than 4 years ago when ft first broke up with me over ICQ (yes…we were still on ICQ then).
I still remembered the first person who asked me how was i. If i was ok. The first person who was concerned abt me. The first person who knew i cried over it.
Over the days, a few friends asked me hw was i. Most found out through friends of friends of friends. I guess i was nvr the kind who walked ard with my life-story on the tip of my tongue. A handful asked me hw i was…but most jus kept quiet. I appeared fine. I looked fine. And i acted fine. In front of everyone that is. No one really knows how badly i was hurting. Perhaps some eventually knew..but most kept that knowledge to themselves.
I felt so…..so…..alone. A simple “i’m sorry abt wat happened.”, “u ok alvin?” would have been fine. Most probably i still won’t tell u i am not…but it still warms my heart somewhat.
Unpleasant things happened recently. Somehow everyone is concerned abt her. Even our common frds. None have bothered to check with me how was i. None bothered to hear my story. I am the villian. The one who hurt the girl. My story shouldn’t be heard. No..the villian has no conscience….
I am back with an entry…and if you know what i use this blog for, you know that it isn’t really a good thing.
It seems things are on a slippery slope now. Is it all downhill from here?
All through this relationship so far, i am seldom the one making demands, telling her what is wrong and what i am hoping she will do. I try my best to accept her as she is. I try to be patient, not to lose my temper and even if i am on the verge, i let it slip fast so i won’t say anything wrong. I give in far more than i normally would. If we were in the initial stage i can definitely see myself turning away even before it starts. It’s the case of like seeing something u like..buying it and realising it is not exactly what u thought it was.
Not enough attention? I tod i gave her plenty.
Short tempered? I think she is tons worse than me.
There was a point in time when this song seems to describe my feelings. The feeling of why am i suffering while she is already carrying none of the heartache….hopefully i dun ever get this feeling again…..
I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don’t believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don’t break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that’s gonna put her first
While I’m wide awake she’s no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don’t break even, even no
What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
what am I suppose to say when i’m all choked up and you’re OK
I’m falling to pieces
I’m falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop me bleeding
Cos she moved on while I’m still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it dont break even
You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I’m tryna make sence of what little remains
Cos you left with no love, with no love to my name
I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing
Just prayed to a god i don’t believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don’t break even
No it don’t break, no it dont break even, no
1,2 – 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i’ve ever had.
make it all better when i’m feelin sad.
tell me that i’m special even when i know i’m not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that’s what i’ll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i’ve had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that’s what i’ll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)
How would you react when u know a another guy/ girl is interested in your other half? Would you be disgusted? Angry? Nonchalant? Upset?
What if you actually knew the person and despite him knowing full well that the r/s between u and the person he likes, he still goes ahead to msg him/her sweet things and he could even pretend as if nth is happening in front of you. What is he is a really really close friend?
Would you have reacted differently if one day your friend told you he/she is in love with someone who is married or attached? Would you encourage him/her to pursue his love? Do you believe that in love there is no right or wrong…that if you love someone you will pursue him/her. Or are you the kind who believes that there are certain boundaries in which u stop urself from pursuing the person even if he/she may be your perfect match..your true love.
For some perhaps this is a simple morale question. For others perhaps it’s a question about how far you will go to pursue the person you love. Which is more impt…love or morals?
Well…i have been having problems with photos i upload via firefox to FB…they always seemed extremely washed out from how i edited them in Lightroom or photoshop.
Mystery finally solved today.
Firefox does not have colour management. But firefox 3 does. Opening the photos in Safari looks exactly like how i edited the photos but they looked different when opened in Firefox.
Colour management is not automatically enable in Firefox 3, you have to download colour management tool.
Also..you have to open the photo in photoshop and ensure you have the correct colour profile tagged to the photo.
In PS, go to Edit -> Convert to profile -> sRGB -> engine: Adobe -> intent: perceptual.
